Numbers 14 tells about the Children of Israel totally messing up....again. But this time it was particularly bad. God had brought them out of slavery in Egypt, saved them from Pharaoh's vicious army, parted the Red Sea and brought them through it, provided crystal clear water in the desert, provided the perfect finger food, and kept their clothes from wearing out just to name a few things. He had also brought them right up to the border of the very land He had promised to them. WOW! And He had shown them how spectacular that land was with grapes the size of basketballs, honey that actually flowed and a lushness that they could only imagine after hundreds of years in the desert of Egypt.
And then they snubbed Him. Seriously? God came down in a cloud so they could see Him and have something visual to relate to and yet they snubbed their noses at His power? They griped at what He had given them and said it would have been better if they died in the desert. That's pretty nervey of them, don't you think? So God said (in essence) "Fine. You keep throwing that up into my face; then you can have it." And right at the very brink of the Promised Land He turned them around and sent them back out into the desert and said, "Live there until everyone over the age of 20 is dead except Moses, Joshua and Caleb."
Now, HOLD ON. You mean to tell me that God the Father gave them great gifts and provided for them and they were flipping their heads at Him and being ungrateful and demanding? Sounds like human children. And you mean to tell me that God the Father chastened them over and over (He says ten times) and yet they kept ramping up the snottiness? Hmmmm, sounds like human teenagers. And then they made insulting remarks to Him and told Him they could have done better for themselves by themselves? Sounds like human grown ups.
So, what did God do? He said (in essence), "That's it. You won't learn any other way than to get just what you said you wanted. So turn yourselves right around and get back into the wilderness and go without the blessings I had planned and stay there until all of you that are old enough to be accountable for your actions are dead....D.E.A.D." At this point I want to type a very tiny "wow" because I am kinda whispering it. As a mommy I have done that to my kids.....well, basically. I have corrected and scolded and disciplined and finally, when they wouldn't shape up out of their belligerence, I have pulled the plug.
It all seems like a very childish scenario to me. Those foolish, self-centered, immature Children of Israel. And yet . . . maybe . . . well, if I look closely . . . yup. I do the same thing to God. We all do. We snub our noses at His will and we gripe about the blessings He gives us and we are never satisfied. Somehow we think He can never get it quite right for us. Really? I know that God is a righteous Judge and that He is holy and perfect. But I have a hard time relating to those concepts most of the time. However, I can completely relate to God the FATHER who is constantly dealing with me the ornery, stubborn, cantankerous, spiteful, snotty little child. I am ashamed when I look back and see how often I have been insolent to the God who created the very world and designed my whole life forever ago.
I think the whole family picture is correct. I am definitely a child of God. I need to focus on growing up. Father, please help Thou my unbelief.
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