color versus music
As kids, my siblings and I would often ask each other "If you had to be blind or deaf, which would you pick?" Then a friend recently asked on facebook "How do you describe color to a blind person?"
Try to imagine for just a moment what it is like not to hear anything. At all. Ever. Most of my day has some kind of noise. If I am in a conversation I obviously hear voices and speaking. If I am down in the daycare I hear the babies jabbering or the bigger kids pretending. When I go to bed at night I hear the fan and the humidifier. When I first wake up in the morning I hear the Preacher telling me I've NOT heard the alarm clock! I usually have music playing wherever I am even if I am alone and just relaxing. I cannot imagine a world without sound. And I cannot find the words to "explain" sounds.
Then try to imagine a world of darkness. Even in my own home where I decide the placement of every piece of furniture, I cannot walk around with my eyes completely closed and not bang into something. My favorite color is pink, and while I know how it makes me feel, I don't think it looks the same or feels the same to everyone else.
I can't imagine how it feels to live without something I have had my whole life. And the same is true for my Christian walk with the Lord. I accepted salvation and gave my life to the Lord when I was four years old. My whole life has been lived in a Christian home focused on pleasing God with our actions, words, and thoughts. I have "always" had the confidence that I was a child of God with a home in Heaven. I have "always" been able to call out to my Father in prayer and give Him my burdens.
I can't imagine how it feels to live without God. How do I explain to people that their hopelessness and their despair does not have to rule their lives? How do I explain what God's love feels like when others are hurtful to me or disappoint me? How can I explain why I always have a smile ready to share?
The only way I can describe what I have "always" had that others do not understand is to take them to the One who gave it to me! God is how I keep pushing on when other people think it's time to give up. God is the One who shows me love when I'm fed up with everyone else. God is the confidence I have to do things that others think are upside down and backwards. God is the peace I feel when life is upsetting.
I don't think I can really describe what music sounds like or what color looks like, but I can describe what makes me have such a different life! It's God.


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